buffled.

funny, funny feelin.
not sure what i've done wrong but dealin.
dealin wif emotions tat i hafta cope.

so wanted to ask if everything's okay.
but so afraid i would be an irritant.
so wanted to ask if i've done anything wrong dis time.
but i guess it would be in vain.

how i wish i could put a smile on her face.
even in dis time of uncertainty.
expressed what i really felt in chinese,
my tone was pretty lovely though.
but to no avail.

well, i guess i should gif her some time.
gif myself some time as well.
hopefully dis would be a breeze,
and everythin will be at ease.

i stil love her so dearly,
but if i say i love her, all dis is in the package.
acceptance and time is what i need.
i hope i can cope wif dis.