why?

she called she called!! but why did i talk to her in tt tone?!?! stupid lesmong. damn stupid sial! argh! let's hope its not gonna start all over again. darn! is it the timing? if i've not read the blog, will all these happen? argh! i feel like we're like romeo & juliet. star-crossed lovers. where all the timings of their plot are mixed-up. shit shit shit. how to tell her? should i let her read dis blog? argh. shit shit. let's hope dis works out.