last but not least.

dis is prolly the last entry i'll be so frank.
i really don't wanna jeopardize dis whole thing!
not again,
not anymore!

we're finally getting better at it.
you know what i'm driving at.
you know who i'm talking abt.
you know what i know.

alright alright,
dis is the last.
but not the least..
i'll let it rest from here.

rest and not go,
let it rest and not let go.
there's no point pushing things,
there's no point expecting.

when i myself know its not now,
den what do i want now?
honestly, i want to know you more.
and to know that you know me too..

till then,
Lord, i bury my feelings here.
and one day i'll take it out again,
when you tell me "des, you're ready."

then, i'll know its Your will,
and not just mine.
dis is gonna be a risk taker!
but i'll give all i have..