Decreasing for His purpose.

If u become a necessity to someone else's life,
u are out of God's will.
As a servant, ur primary responsibility is to be a "friend of the bridegroom".
When u see a person who is close to grasping the claims of Jesus Christ,

U know that your influence has been used in the right direction.
And when u begin to see that person in the middle of a difficult and painful struggle,
Don’t try to prevent it, but pray that his difficulties will grow ten times stronger,
Until no power on earth or in hell can hold him away from Jesus Christ.

Over and over again, we try to be amateur providences in someone else’s life.
Instead of being friends of the bridegroom, our sympathy gets in the way.
You may often have to watch God wreck a life before He saves it (Matt 10:34).

from then, till now.

is there any stupider that a toddler can look? hahaha!

a soldier at heart!! the future sergeant!

a decent young boy reporting for his secondary sch studies!

worked through out my poly life at life bookshop! and these are my buddies from life bookshop! good-lookings. hahah!

first family pic since primary sch.. but army really made me appreciate my family more. much more. =)

from then, all these God had a plan for me. and i'm living the plan out. am i? actually, i don't really know. one moment i can be affirmed and yet another, stumbling other pple and whatever else. well, whatever it is.. i'm just gonna do what i've set out to and persevere! whatever the odds, i'm gonna get out of dis. to God be all glory.

and u may think why did i post all these random pics. i feel that sometimes, u just hafta sit down and look back and if u can, try to recall what were u thinking at that time and how u ended up what u are now. and u can see, or at least i can see what God's doing and where He's directing me.. and it further affirms me that i'm on the right path, go for it!

POP loh!

Inspector Zing, SGT Hoo, Lieutenant Ng


brothers whom i share wif deeply and they've came a long way to support me despite inconveniences. brothers, i really appreciate it. thank you once again!

thank you..

err.

"you think God will make a fool out of us?"
somebody asked me that today.
i didn't answer though.
you think?

recently i've been pondering again.
what am i doing all these for?
why did i even bother to help build authentic r/s?

some asked me "are u doing this for a replacement for some hurts in ur life?"
maybe?
some asked me "are u in love?"
nope.

sometimes i asked myself,
what am i working towards.
being a result-motivated person..
obviously i needed assurance after some time.
and honestly i did haf them.
i thought i did well.

and through all these, i've learnt quite a bit.
God assured me that i was walking the right way.
pple encouraged me to press on.
thanks..

on another hand,
discouragements or rather, lies
crept into my thoughts these weeks.

inferiority complex again.
feeling so lousy knowing that pple's better than me in almost all areas.
what am i good in actually?
what do i excel in?

did God made me out of boredom?
or did He missed my talent out?
DEFINITELY NOT!
so then, what am i good in?

i believe quite a few pple can identify wif me.
there's always somebody better.
oh man,
actually i really don't know what i'm typing.
but at least i know these are my thoughts.
that are processing as i'm typing.
incoherent, discouraging.

nonetheless, i'll press on!
for His kingdom,
with His grace,
i'll do it to my best.

even if other pple can do better,
i'll do my best!
there must be a reason for these.
there must be.

whoever's out there and read dis.
and if u're feeling bored,
pls pray for me.

too many things are clouding my mind.
u don't hafta be affected or burdened by what i'm feeling.
but just lift ourselves to the Lord,
knowing and trusting that He'll carry us through.
amen.