choice.

many of us haf once in a while,
lamented that we've no choice
or that we're 'waiting' for God to make a way,
or waiting for God to give us second, or third confirmation..

and i was just wondering,
if God, like men, delay in His replies..
i would think not.
what is He up to then?

in the past,
i was taught that God's timing is perfect.
which is not wrong,
its just however, not the complete reasoning..

none of us here on the face of the earth
can say wif confidence
"i know exactly what God is thinking/planning"
so that itself proves that we know v little.

but think of it dis way,
if God's timing is perfect,
den would dis 'delay' be an action itself,
or is it just a passive 'wait'?

if you would,
give me a chance to let me explain my thoughts from here on.

each and every decision or answer we get,
is deliberated wif large intent and consideration..
and each decision we make upon listening,
requires IMMEDIATE obedience.

so if obedience were designed to be made immediately,
where does 'waiting' fit in?
isn't it an oxymoron to 'wait immediately',
or to ask for 2nd confirmation immediately?

a few pple once told me,
God often replies "yes, no, wait"
is the last option a mitigation plea from mankind?
just to buy us some time to digest the ans we don't wanna hear?

i agree that 'wait' might be a plausible option,
but that doesn't mean we hang on to it until it fulfills, does it?
if we hang on to it till it fulfills,
that technically leaves God wif 'yes' and 'wait'..

can God be framed in our options? no.
will God be framed in our options? no.
God is still sovereign and all-knowing,
whether we like the ans or not, obey immediately..

if you haf no peace to date dis girl, obey immediately.
if you haf no peace to pursue an education now, obey immediately.
once we obeyed, we move on and don't look back,
coz even if the ans was 'wait', the time will come.

so i guess it is prudent to say that for an ans like 'wait',
it is right to take it as a 'no', and move on..
until God says we're ready,
He'll once again put it back in our lives.

God will make a way
where there SEEMS to be no way.
He has alr made the way,
the onus is upon us to obey it..

painful, harsh, abrupt,
it is only right to obey.
not that a gf or an education is all important to God,
that He's making such a huge fuss abt it..

but it is our obedience that He's interested in.
it wasn't isaac that God was interested in,
it was abraham's faith and obedience
that God was interested in..