seasons?

i was procrastinating BIG TIME today,
to the extent of googling myself!
and i clicked on the friendster link,
my one and only social network..

yeah, and so i clicked it
and i chanced upon dis on my 'bulletin board',
or rather, facebookers would haf called it 'wall'.
such old posts!

Andrew.
Posted
02/27/2005 2:34 am
oo lah lah. i'm so grey i feel gay. andi'm love sick! oh fuck it. ha.

Andrew.
Posted
01/11/2005 10:58 am
crazy freaking fella! so damn mushy! read already can die of lovvvvveeeee man! haa, thanks for everything man. i won't tell anyone about last night. heh!!!

the accident happened so long,
and i pretty much forgot what andrew's lingo were.
these zits of vulgarities,
and his nonchalence that sometimes got him outta trouble!

it was 4 yrs ago,
and now i can easily count wif 2 hands,
the number of pple visiting him.
it is quite sad, isn't it?

as time passes,
pple forget, pple drift.
but as funny as it might seem,
memories somehow catches up wif us, don't they?

some might debate that it is seasonal,
others say time change pple change.
the only similarity is perhaps,
friends continue to be dropped along the way.

nothing to whine or complain abt, really.
just a tinge of sadness resonating within my nerves,
that good things or times
are bound to end, whether you like it or not.

as sad or pity it might seem,
i do know that these picking up and dropping off 'friendster'
are ordained by God..
and i guess you can put it as God's timing?

i don't know abt you,
but i really miss old times.
and one question remains unanswered in my head,
will i see you in Heaven?