well.

guess i've come a long way now.

still remember how i struggled thru my training in army.
how i juggle wif my emotions and peers.
how andrew, karen and pastor aaron kept me sane.

how many times i've told pple to let go.
entrust to God.
haf faith in Him.

but now that its clear,
i'm guilty of that.
i realise i couldn't let go nor haf faith!

anyways, now i can let go.
only because i know somebody has taken over.
is that letting go?
hahahha. yes it is!

i was feeling cheated a few days ago.
but i guess its all for the better?
now i feel free!

i'm free to do whatever i want.
hang out wif whoever i want.
and not afraid of hurting another person.

hahhaha!
sorry, if i had been unfair to anybody.
i didn't haf the courage to stand up for my initial decision!
i know it had been tough.

aiyah, recently i don't know why.
these random feelings and entries.
cannot even piece my words and thoughts properly.

nvm.
yeah, i feel liberated!
thank God.