i think?

i think the more i think,
the more i become inferior.
did i not give myself ample reasons and time
to evaluate on who i really am?

it sure seems like the more i think of who i am,
the more i find myself low and disgusted.
so why am i like that?
are there anybody out there who enjoys being low-esteemed?

coz i don't find it fun discovering myself either..