grown up.

ytd i saw my band.
from the audience viewpoint..
looking at each of them,
my heart just filled wif dis strange warmth.

i couldn't sing wholeheartedly.
but i admired God's guidance in their lives.
the way they play,
they way they worship..

i think i really love them man.
we've spent a considerably long period of time together.
zoo, lunch, rehearsals, etc.
more than just a band to me.

do i really bear to leave them?