hmm?

am i being sensitive?
or is it really true.
am i being demanding?
or is it only u?

we've sorted dis a thousand over,
but each wk, it just gets even colder.
we've sorted dis a thousand over,
is it just coz of dis, that we're colder.

each time we meet,
i feel its just a facade.
each time we greet,
i feel its just so hard.

u've moved on in life,
wif what u think pleases Him most.
now u've found ur joy,
so hold unto Him ever so close.

meanwhile i'll just try to fight,
to the day i see the light.
career, calling all so bleek,
i hope its only God i'll seek.

u may say that i'm shallow,
u may say the choice is clear.
surely all these i alr know,
things that i struggle wif,
are just so dear.

u may not know who u are,
but that's not impt alr lah.
maybe one day i'll tell u.
dis, mister. i promise u!