dejavu.

somehow i just see my life repeating in his.
and i'm supposed to be guiding him,
encouraging and loving him.

but i hated myself for being that last time.
and i'm going thru the same thing as him now.

oh, its just so hard!
putting on that smile,
telling him what he should and shouldn't.
where i myself am struggling!

its painful,
its tiring.
but i'll hang on!
because i promised myself,
not to be that weak emotionally anymore!

i need to pray wif somebody neutral.
i need to pray wif somebody wise.
i need a listening ear.
i need You in my EVERYDAY LIFE.

It's all about You, Jesus
And all this is for You
For Your glory and Your fame
It's not about me
As if You should do things my way
You alone are God and I surrender
To Your ways

Jesus, lover of my soul
All consuming fire is in Your gaze
Jesus, I want You to know
I will follow You all my days

For no one else in history is like You
And history itself belongs to You
Alpha and Omega, You have loved me
And I will spend eternity with You