so sweet.

wif tears i bring to u,
sorrow.
wif smiles i bring to u,
joy.
wif frowns i bring to u,
burdens.
wif a heart i bring to u,
sincerity.

Oh lord,
wif the cross u brought to me,
salvation.
wif chances u brought to me,
grace.
wif open arms u brought to me,
love.

nothing in this world is stable,
nothing in this world is secured,
nothing in this world is permanent.

but your love, Father
reigns forevermore.
and your word, Creator
lives forevermore.
thank you.

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed, renewed
Flowing from the grace
That I've found in You
And Lord I've come to know
The weaknesses I see in me
Will be stripped away
By the power of Your love

Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I waitI'll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your spirit leads me on
In the Power of Your love

Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As you live in me
And Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
By the Power of Your love

Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait
I'll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love

And as I wait
I'll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love
In the power of Your love

Draw me closer to You
Lord,Hold me nearer to You, i pray..

sigh..

not sure why,
every sunday i'll feel so empty after church.
where's the fellowship of my peers?

i wanna do so much for others,
but what's next?
melancholy is what i feel each time.

i'm down and out.
struggling to stand up and move on..
i haf to,
do i haf a choice anyways?

so many plans for next yr,
but who am i gonna share it wif?
the joy and sorrows.

yes, there is God..
but won't He be kind enough to send me someone?
someone in dis world?
whom i can get verbal replies and response from?

i wanna be strong!
and i'm gonna be!
no matter how long is dis gonna take,
i'll hafta endure as always.

one day, or somehow
a rainbow has to appear.
irregardless of how heavy was the downpour,
it has to appear.
it has to, as promised..

perhaps.

perhaps i've been over-zealous.
perhaps i've been taking things to my own hands.
perhaps i was just dumb.

why is it that the harder i try, the harder i fall?
why is it that pple find it so hard to love me?
why is it that pple find it so hard to include me?

maybe i should just disappear.
maybe i should just get lost.
maybe i should just back off.

from you, you and you..