sigh..

not sure why,
every sunday i'll feel so empty after church.
where's the fellowship of my peers?

i wanna do so much for others,
but what's next?
melancholy is what i feel each time.

i'm down and out.
struggling to stand up and move on..
i haf to,
do i haf a choice anyways?

so many plans for next yr,
but who am i gonna share it wif?
the joy and sorrows.

yes, there is God..
but won't He be kind enough to send me someone?
someone in dis world?
whom i can get verbal replies and response from?

i wanna be strong!
and i'm gonna be!
no matter how long is dis gonna take,
i'll hafta endure as always.

one day, or somehow
a rainbow has to appear.
irregardless of how heavy was the downpour,
it has to appear.
it has to, as promised..