forsomanytimes.

it hurts so bad..
but i can't say it.
maybe coz i'm not saying it,
that's why it hurts so bad.

but then again,
who am i to want what i want?
when i want what i want,
its either illegitimate or farfetched.

desmond, wake up.
desmond, face up.
desmond, swallow them down.
desmond, back down.