nochoice.

你那么爱她，为什么不把她留下？

if it is so easy,
as to like and keep.
don't like den throw..
there won't be so much heartbreaks now.

i guess sometimes,
we don't have the liberty to choose?
coz in a case where it involves another person,
it takes two hands to clap.

so answering that question,
i do feel v discouraged and dampened too.
but what can i do?
many a times, i don't have a choice but to comply.

to be very open and honest,
there had only been 3 ladies in my life.
only 3 who took my breath away.
but NONE, left me a choice.

not that they're selfish,
but they chose to be right.
at that point in time,
that was the ONLY way out.

though i don't blame them,
not that i haf the right to..
but to be human about it,
i do feel the pain and heartache.

so back to the cheena question.
not that i don't want to,
though i very much want to.
but i can't, coz i know that's what makes her happy-ier.