rest-days.

had the weekends after 2 days of work.
i guess fatigue hasn't struck me as yet,
but i thank God for weekends and public holidays.

though it may seem boring at times,
though it may seem uncalled for..
but these are the days intended for REST,
even if nobody calls u out.

on a seperate note,
i realised hanging out may not be a good thing sometimes.
pple getting bored of u,
chances of offending pple are higher.

and i've heard it one too many times.
"i cannot hang out wif that that person,
or hang out at that place too many times in a wk.
i'll get BORED wan!"

nobody has actually told me,
"eh, i'm bored wif u alr leh. how?"
but i know exactly how it feels,
to be a bore to someone.

whether someone close to ur heart,
or an acquaintance.
its nvr a compliment,
nor an encouragement.

and as i was driving back,
dis stupid thought came to mind.
"think i'm nearing the expiry date.
better put myself into the fridge and be a cold turkey,
before it turns sour."

though i laughed at myself,
but to a certain extent.
i feel its so valid.

sometimes, too much of a good thing
is bad.
sometimes, too much of a good thing
is addictive.

and for cold turkey,
i mean in both ways!
to withdraw and to suffer the symptoms.

but i guess its necessary,
to back off a lil.
coz i really don't want it to turn sour.

a short term suffering,
for a long term reward.
is worth suffered for..
and i know what it'll be at the end of the 'refrigerating'

but other than that,
i haf no other choice..
my happiness worth alot,
but yours worth alot more.