love..

oh, that familiar L word again.
resurfacing again and again on lesmong's.
but i guess its what i'm really good at!
blabbering and wishing at i mean..

watched a romantic comedy wif a grp of close friends,
so close that we've nvr watched a movie together before!
and today was our first.
and it turned out to be,
thought provoking and virgin?
hahhaha!

anw, i'm not gonna spoil the show for u.
and i'm not gonna state the title.
just wanna share my thoughts on dis.
LOVE.

i guess love always starts off wif a feeling,
a positive one at least.
and what happens after,
is a decision or rather,
a commitment to the other person.

it can be to many pple,
like what Jesus had for us.
or it could be for the special one,
like what st. valentino had for her.

but it all stems from good intentions,
pure and sacrificial.
what is best for the them?
how can she be loved?

love is a huge word,
that can be understood from many perspective.
the world's view,
and the God's view.

the world tends to be selfish,
they assume how pple react to certain approaches,
based on trials and errors.
hoping that he/she'll be happy.

God sees from an eternal perspective.
what's the best for us,
when is the best time for us to haf it,
and He knows what's best for us.

i don't really know where/what i'm driving at actually,
but one thing i do know,
is that as much as we want things our way,
we don't really know what's best for us.

and as cliche as it might sound,
only God knows what's the best for us.
and He's putting us thru these "love problems"
in view of our perfect future..

i know i'm not the best person to say dis.
but if u're discouraged by ur 'love life',
not knowing what else u can do to make it better.
or if u feel lonely,
and nobody really cares.

be encouraged today!
coz Jesus still loves u.
rmb He sees the unseen,
He loves the unloved.

though its not really true that nobody loves u.
at least we know He does..
simply because you're made perfect in His sight.
why would He make u perfect,
if He doesn't think much of u?

i'm holding on to my chains,
i'm holding on to my pains.
nobody knows what i'm feeling,
not even myself.

but Lord, u know me best.
thru the strongest winds,
i staggered.
thru the darkest night,
i bashed.

only to no avail,
coz i've found no rest..
Father, restore me to my feet.
Father, restore me to my feet in Jesus' name!

teach me when to stop,
and when to walk.
coz i no longer know where i am.
and You're my only Compass,
my only source of direction.